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心事谁能知
Tuesday, April 7, 2009 | Posted by Deric
i guess i'm out of mood.
everyday , it's the same.
i'm on my own from now on.
i shall not post what's with my mood today.
went down to sk , didnt train anything.
boring and wasting time.
walked home alone from there.
thats all.
nothing more.

a big scar left on me.
injuries will always heal but some just leave a scar behind.
i might have fallen and injured.
it heals fast but still with pain.
now that there's the scar.
it will always be there.
even if i can make away the scar.
the pain i went through still be there.
and whenever i think of the pain,
i would think why i 've fallen.
now i know why i will fall.
i will be more careful.

being on yourself maybe selfish.
but you have to depends on the scene.
sometimes its better to be selfish.
althought people might say, just don't care.
being too good might only harm yourself.
so be careful , trust those who can be trusted.

giving a fake smile is a must.
so , people won't know how you feel.
walk away as if there's nobody business.

i will never ever fall again.
looking ahead and i'll never fall.
being selfish is what i need now.
i know what i'll do when thing happens.
giving up sometimes is a need.
trying hard seems difficult.
gone would be the most easy.
independent is what i need most now.
don't ever climb above me.
know everyone's limit.
trust is important. make me trust you.
if not , i'll hate you.

thats the Deric now.
that used to be has gone for the time.


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