DericDumDum

Everytime I think about it, I don't know what to do. I can't talk to you. I can't msg you. I can't call you. I can't meet you up and I can't get to see you.

i didn't say u can't talk to me.

i didn't say u can't msg me.

i didn't say u can't call me.

i didn't say u cant't meet me.

i don't have the rights to say all those.

is just up to me if i want to talk or msg.

i can only don't answer your call.

u can meet me but only if i want to.

you can get to see me. is just only if you can get to see me around.

saying all this.

i was thinking.

i might answer your call and might reply your sms.

just by looking at your post.
i'm getting soft hearted again.

everything doesn't only lie in my hands.

it takes two hands to clap.

i'm always willing to forgive and forget.

but will you still be the same?

will we still be like last time?

i'm asking myself all this when i saw your post.

yes , i know how you feel.

i know you are sorry.

so am i.

i don't know what had happened in between.

all of a sudden. we just became colder to each other.

not only to me. to allan , eric.

we always used to laugh happily.

now , to me. i'm only better with allan and eric.

when can we again , be that happy.

it all depends on you. =)

morning see doctor no fever. now got abit of fever.
boring. at least im getting better. just have to complete the medication.

now i think i still cant get to slp again. i will try.