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Sunday, April 5, 2009 | Posted by Deric
sigh , why am i keep on thinking of death.
i guess life is really nothing to me now.
i just know i wont be happy anymore.
everyday with a funny mood.
sorry if you guys don't like it.
i know you all doesn't like seeing black face.
i also don't want to give.
i just can't help it.
i just totally out of the mood everyday.
why i'm like this ?
i've change , totally.
a quiet and hardly smile guy.
the old Deric is gone.
i hope , he will be back someday.
but i think it won't.
its okay.

i will smile. but those are fakes.
i will make you all happy except for me.

somehow , i will be alot more different.
afew of you know.
keep it to yourself to those who know.

=)


alright , i given in once again.
if there's a next time , i won't anymore.
so , i hope there won't be.
i'm letting bygones be bygones.
but some are not supposed to be forgive and forget.
i will bear it in my mind.
one day , i swear to myself.
i will do it.
as long as i'm not agigtated.

i'm no more mr nice guy.