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Saturday, March 28, 2009 | Posted by Deric
and yes. now i'm crying when i reading allan post.
i dare to admit. IM CRYING.
only he's the one who knows me well.
i cant stop crying.
why , does crying makes a guy a girl?
NO , guys do cry and shed tears.
maybe allan didnt write properly in his post.
IM SORRY.

im stupid enough.
crying over such things.

why , why am i so soft hearted.
crying under my pillow.
i feel like crying it out loud.
yes , u guys can say im a girl or what.
but im just touch reading his post.
i told him not to post all those up.
yes , some are misunderstanding.
but i dun like the way it is.
i apologise.
SORRY.
and i did complain when i waited. allan i did complain.
but eventually i just take it as nth happen.
all can come find mi. dun find allan.
its not his fault saying all those.
find mi. just mi will do.
scold all u wan.
i gave up. its all my fault.
its no one else fault.
i did say ah boy. yes.
but who paid for the chalet. we only paid for the food.

i may said i go home in the morning and dun wan squeeze wif them.
ya , i said that cause i always dun have any space to sleep nicely.
in the end i tot i was in the wrong too. but it was too late also.
ah boy , im sry for that too. i know u may have heard it. i say it loudly that day.
now i dare to say. and i dare to admit.
you all just dun understand how i feel only.
im still crying. crying for such stupid things.
you all just nv see mi cry before.
i think now only afew ppl understand how i feel.
good friends good buddies.
even if im gone. i take all this memories wif mi.
im sick and i dun even have the mood to go see doctor.
im under so much stress.
i may be dulan but im aching inside.
lots of you just dun understand.

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