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Everytime I think about it, I don't know what to d... Actions speaks louder than words.yes , i've been s... and yes. now i'm crying when i reading allan post.... 心事谁能知 DERIC'S GONE FOR GOOD. GOODBYE! its been quite long since i last update.now gonna ... - out of mood -training today is boring.train for ... bastards / bitches. as always. woke up at 12pm. lol. im early today.cause i slept...Monday, March 30, 2009 | Posted by Deric
i don't blame anyone.
moreover , i'm blaming myself.
you don't like me to joke about you. i stop joking.
you ask me out even thou i don't feel like going out. i still go.
that day i angry about you. but even how i still go.
why? i still treat you as best buddy. can't you see?
i angry about you i don't even tell you. i just gave a face only.
you asked me. ni fa shen mo pi qi. i just kept quiet.
moreover , i'm blaming myself.
i knew my own mistakes.
for being jealous.
jealous of you treating another friend more better than me.
yes , i remember i did say i won't answer your call all that.
at that time of point i don't feel like talking.
maybe , you msg me. i might reply. just up to my mood.
but after so many people asking me not to do this or that.
i felt they all helping you.
but its not. they are just saying whats in their mind.
i know it's not worth it. but look at the problem.
i'm not saying about your attitude now.
yes , you've change. i know.
your attitude changes so does how you treat your friends.
you don't like me to tease you , i stop teasing.you don't like me to joke about you. i stop joking.
you ask me out even thou i don't feel like going out. i still go.
that day i angry about you. but even how i still go.
why? i still treat you as best buddy. can't you see?
i angry about you i don't even tell you. i just gave a face only.
you asked me. ni fa shen mo pi qi. i just kept quiet.
but after few hours. i still talk to you like normal.
i still have alot of why in my mind.
why does this happen?
why did you become like this?why am i like that?
lots of why.
as i said , i'm willing to forgive and forget.
it all just depends on you.