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Thursday, March 26, 2009 | Posted by Deric
its been quite long since i last update.
now gonna update.
now gonna update.
came back from chalet yesterday morning.
din wanna stay till check out time as i dun really like that way it is.
i dun wan to say out la. some just noe the reason. thats the way of mi.
i dun like i can just go off. anytime.
at chalet , bbq for 2 days. 1st day didnt eat much.
2nd day still okok.
sigh. thinking of something makes mi super sad. dun wanna say.
shouldnt have go. so stupid of mi man.
didnt do much things at chalet as im not so in a playing mood.
boring to me can. making me dun feel like going to chalet anymore next time.
end of that.
lets talk about something else. my own feelings.
if u are seeing this , remember it bah.
you should know who you are. =)
and one thing. i'm not saying u.
i dun like to argue. when i keep quiet , u can stop talking.
i'll be okay in no time.
sometimes i wan to be left alone.
i not so easily angry. even if so , i still will cool down in no time.
i'm always been good and yes. im always saying u but im just joking arnd.
yes , u may be angry. i dun mind. i also will stop. its not that i wont stop.
its not i dun cherish or care about the friendship. i do care. if i dun care , i would argue all the way wif u. i've been very good already. how good u want me to be ? just tell mi , im okay one.
to u , the way u talk is not arguing. but to mi it is. u must noe how someone feels.
i've been tolerating very long. and that day i just continue to tolerate. i din blurst out my feelings.i dun like to blurst out at ppl.
sometimes u can say i jealous. yes but jealous of friendship.
why ? u can see yourself. some other ppl also can see that too if they know how to see.its not i dun wan to continue that friendship. is u made me dun wan to continue one.
but somehow , i still xin luan. i gave in again. i say to u is the last chance maybe. but i dun think so to myself. cause i cant be hard to ppl. yes , maybe its not the last. but one thing i can confirm. i wont be that mr nice guy anymore. i can just simply walk away. anytime. any place.
okay , lets stop talking about that.
oh my, i've been coughing for a few days.
having sore throat. like going no voice.
sian man! why like that. i will cough till i cant slp. lol.
forget it. let is heal slowly. i can take it. just abit tough.