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uh huh. i'm back ! Test my blog is dead ~lol , now i revive it.long time n... feeling a little fucked up with my back problems.l... sigh , so bored.my mood now is abit sad.i cant pla... firstly.- no more sports for me.- no more lion dan... yeah , finally im blogging again.lol , just finish... wah , long time didnt blog.seems like my blog is s... i guess , my body is just too weak.sickness just c...Tuesday, April 28, 2009 | Posted by Deric
sunday!
went to watch friday the 13th.
watched with wenkai and ahger.
quite nice. lol.
M18 show eh.
monday!
did nothing much also.
went down to sk for training.
tuesday!
even boring.
lion dance!
hope wont get too nervous ah.
lol.
than than than.
i guess nothing more to do again!
went to watch friday the 13th.
watched with wenkai and ahger.
quite nice. lol.
M18 show eh.
done nothing much on that day.
monday!
did nothing much also.
went down to sk for training.
boring boring boring.
went home after that.
tuesday!
even boring.
did nothing much also.
damn, my days are getting even bored.guess tml i also got nothing to do too.
only on thursday.lion dance!
friday will be going chalet.
saturday will be lion dance again!
helping KN anniversary.hope wont get too nervous ah.
lol.
than than than.
i guess nothing more to do again!
blog till here.
lets see tml what i have to do.
Monday, April 27, 2009 | Posted by Deric
Sunday, April 26, 2009 | Posted by Deric
few days i didnt blog.
lol. anyone misses my post?
haha. joking.
thursday went out with ah ger and darrick to tampines 1 to buy wenkai's birthday present.
walk and walk around still dont even know what to buy.
than finally i got what i wanted for him and we choose all the things we wanted.
friday! not as normal. didnt went to sarkong for training.
but all were at wenkai's house to celebrate his birthday.
20 years old liao brother! you got the number 2 infront!
haha. celebrated and we all play mahjong.
mahjong again! like every week wont miss.
die la. must kick that habit away.
haha. yes, 3 more months.
my father just hate me to stay home do nothing.
dont like me everyday go out.
just 3 more months for me only.
let me have fun can.
ns finish come out also will go work liao.
lol , never mind.
dinner she pay , at your home she cook things for us.
such a wonderful and nice person.
will settle as soon as possible.
went down find them awhile.
being good doesnt always pay to be good back!
lol. anyone misses my post?
haha. joking.
thursday went out with ah ger and darrick to tampines 1 to buy wenkai's birthday present.
walk and walk around still dont even know what to buy.
than finally i got what i wanted for him and we choose all the things we wanted.
bought all the things needed and went to rachel house and wrap up those presents.
friday! not as normal. didnt went to sarkong for training.
but all were at wenkai's house to celebrate his birthday.
20 years old liao brother! you got the number 2 infront!
haha. celebrated and we all play mahjong.
mahjong again! like every week wont miss.
die la. must kick that habit away.
haha. yes, 3 more months.
my father just hate me to stay home do nothing.
dont like me everyday go out.
just 3 more months for me only.
let me have fun can.
ns finish come out also will go work liao.
lol , never mind.
finish mahjong till afternoon 6plus.
had dinner together with wenkai's mother.
she's indeed a very good person.
wenkai! see this thank your mum for me.dinner she pay , at your home she cook things for us.
such a wonderful and nice person.
1 day i got money i buy food go up treat your family eat.
dinner finish went back home.
eric called and told me something.will settle as soon as possible.
went down find them awhile.
now doing nothing just come blog loh since few days didnt blog liao.
wenkai , hope you like the presents!
i agree with someone posts. lol.
im letting bygones be bygones.
being good doesnt always pay to be good back!
trying just to be fair.
balanced level. thats all i will be now. =)
Tuesday, April 21, 2009 | Posted by Deric
omg , i forgot what i done for the past few days.
totally tired now.
lol.
totally tired now.
lol.
FRIDAY im not working anymore due to someone is unable to work with me so i just call my sister and cancel it. ask her to find other people.
-_-
never mind. also good.
can go wenkai's birthday partyyyyyyy.
wahaha.
today went down play basketball.
cut hair.nothing much also.
lol.
off to sleep now. im too tired.
nights all!
Saturday, April 18, 2009 | Posted by Deric
went early to sk on my own.
as usual training.
do nothing much!
played instrument.
after that off we go to wenkai's house.
mahjong again.
BB , ah ger , wenkai and me.
eric and alvin went too.
but they didnt play.
played 4 rounds.
first round i win de leh.
than next 3 rounds lose all.
lol.
never mind loh.
fried rice!
now eating papaya.
got nothing to do so i blog.
dont really feel like blogging just now.
yeah , im left with 3 more months.
i got my enlistment letter.
botak on july.
sad.
haha.
3 more months and off i go!
as usual training.
do nothing much!
played instrument.
after that off we go to wenkai's house.
mahjong again.
BB , ah ger , wenkai and me.
eric and alvin went too.
but they didnt play.
played 4 rounds.
first round i win de leh.
than next 3 rounds lose all.
lol.
never mind loh.
just play for fun.
alright.went home at 1plus. reach home at 2plus.
bath and sleep!
too tired.
oh ya, wenkai's sister gave me a card holder too.
lol , i wanted to go out buy one. but she gave me i think no need to buy liao.
haha.
woked up at 9plus.
ate my dinner.fried rice!
now eating papaya.
got nothing to do so i blog.
dont really feel like blogging just now.
yeah , im left with 3 more months.
i got my enlistment letter.
botak on july.
sad.
haha.
3 more months and off i go!
must have alot of fun this 3 months.
Friday, April 17, 2009 | Posted by Deric
went to wenkai's house today.
walk to his house since i think it's near.
went his house to mahjong.
nelson and ah ger reach there earlier.
after that yanyan came.
play till dong fong finish wenkai took over his sister.
funny man.
walk back home and nelson took cab.
bought 1 burger.
lol.
walk to his house since i think it's near.
from bedok reservoir walk to enous.
lol , take it just a scroll for me.went his house to mahjong.
nelson and ah ger reach there earlier.
after that yanyan came.
3 girls playing with me.
stress man.
ah ger , yanyan and wenjing. wenkai sister.play till dong fong finish wenkai took over his sister.
funny man.
play till 12plus.
all no bus loh.walk back home and nelson took cab.
i went over to 609 to find eric.
eric , allan , weijie , bear , shawn and 1 of their friends were there.
oh ya, and shawn's girlfriend.went there sit down chit chat awhile.
than me , weijie , eric and allan played mahjong for awhile.all going home than i went over to mac buy food.
hungry hungry.bought 1 burger.
lol.
than eric waited for me.
and home sweet home for us.
dont feel like sleeping yet.
dont even know what to do now.
think i go play games le bah.
anyway, anything just via me through my handphone.text me is the best. =D
Thursday, April 16, 2009 | Posted by Deric
while i sit there with allan , bear and shawn.
now feeling sleepy but still dont feel like sleeping yet.
mixed feelings. lol.
sigh.
what are friends and what are true friends?
those who understand this phrase than good.
those who dont go find out yourself.
went down to meet eric and went over the shawn there.
eric went off not long. went to find his boss.while i sit there with allan , bear and shawn.
went off at 12am.
didnt do anything much today.now feeling sleepy but still dont feel like sleeping yet.
mixed feelings. lol.
sigh.
Wednesday, April 15, 2009 | Posted by Deric
monday
went sk and train.
train till 9.30 and kept everything.
i'm getting better in mood when i'm not meeting you all.
not saying anything or what.
meeting allan , eric , shuzheng and allan's classmates and some others are making me smiling more. =)
i'm starting to smile again.
i'm happy about it.monday
train till 9.30 and kept everything.
went to have dinner and back home.
tuesday
didnt do anything much as i slept for quite long.
BB came to my house here to go pasar malam.
BB , shuzheng and me went together.
bought and ate together.
lol , went back to basketball court.
sit there watch people play basketball for awhile before BB went off.
i accompany him till my house downstairs as i stomache.
haha , went back home and went back down to meet shuzheng.
after meeting shuzheng went over to shawn's ah ma funeral.
allan said that shawn ask me to go over.
sit there chit chat. eric came.
only i sit at there chat with bear and shawn till morning.
also help fold the jin zhi.
allan came at 3plus am.
so only me , bear , allan and shawn at there.
went back home at 6plus.
bathe wait for hair to dry and texting people.
=)
i do miss you la.
shagua!
Monday, April 13, 2009 | Posted by Deric
friday , as usual.
went to training.
but went there alone.
as others at wenkai's house.
train and slack till 12.
than went to take bus.
went to wenkai's house for mahjong.
played 3 rounds. all lose.
lol , wth.
after that dinner for us.
BBQ chicken.
finish eating went home.
others went to ah ger's house for mahjong again.
i too tired to go and dont feel like going.
went home bath and change battery for my mp3.
listen song till i fall aslp.
lol. waste my batt.
never mind.
woked up at 10am plus , too lazy to wake up so continue slp.
lol , till 5plus pm.
use com awhile allan ask mi go eat.
now back home blogging.
feeling tired. lol.
days for me will be boring as others will be starting school.
and i will be doing nothing. should go find work to work liao.
see how bahs.
At worlds' end.
went to training.
but went there alone.
as others at wenkai's house.
train and slack till 12.
than went to take bus.
went to wenkai's house for mahjong.
played 3 rounds. all lose.
lol , wth.
play till saturday afternoon 12plus.
went home bath and change.
went back to his house again.waited till 4plus or 5plus.
went to tampines meet nelson , yanyan and her mother.walked around tampines 1.
so many ppl.so big but so bored for me.
walk to mrt there waited for BB.
and came liao we walk to century square.
saw the others and went to find them.after that dinner for us.
BBQ chicken.
finish eating went home.
others went to ah ger's house for mahjong again.
i too tired to go and dont feel like going.
went home bath and change battery for my mp3.
listen song till i fall aslp.
didnt off my mp3!
4plus am woked up and i off it.
oh man. from full batt till half batt.lol. waste my batt.
never mind.
woked up at 10am plus , too lazy to wake up so continue slp.
lol , till 5plus pm.
use com awhile allan ask mi go eat.
went to eat and meet wenkai go pasar malam walk walk.
ah ger came after not long.
nothing much to walk.now back home blogging.
feeling tired. lol.
going to slp soon.
also got nothing to do also.days for me will be boring as others will be starting school.
and i will be doing nothing. should go find work to work liao.
see how bahs.
lol.
byeeee.
At worlds' end.Friday, April 10, 2009 | Posted by Deric
Hospitals, with their life-sustaining support systems, will see some of the most urgent needs at first.
Earth is left with 3 years.
and maybe this would be the last 3 years.
World's Nightmare.
i read the newspaper saying there would be a solar storm.
meaning which is what we always said.
世界末日. (chinese not good. not sure the mo is correct anot)
always talking about it.
asking when will it come.
now this time maybe it will be coming.
taken from the newspaper.
A grim prediction of a world teetering on the edge of apocalypse has come, not from the lips of soothsayers or lunatics, but from space scientists.
In a report funded by the Nation Aeronautics and Space Administration (NASA) and issued by the US National Academy of Sciences earlier this year, space scientists warned of a massive solar storm wreaking havoc on Earth 2012.
A solar storm - essentially plasma balls spewing from the surface of the sun - can distort the Earth's magnetic field.
A particularly big one can destroy the tens of thousands of expensive and hard-to-build transformers in power grids worldwide.
This will plunge major cities like Singapore into blackouts, which are expected to last months, or even years, as the new transformers are painstakingly manufactured.
Standstill
Meanwhile, with no power, modern life grinds to a standstill.
In the first moments of this catastrophe, trains will collide and planes will crash, as their communications systems fail.
Satellites will crash back to Earth like meteors.Hospitals, with their life-sustaining support systems, will see some of the most urgent needs at first.
But eventually, millions may die from hunger and thirst.
With no power, food cannot be processed or delivered. Water cannot be pumped from reservoirs into homes.
Back-up generators will help, but only for a few days before their fuel runs out.
As sewage systems fail, diseases will break out.Horses will replace cars, the financial system will collapse and, in a silver lining of sorts, there will be certainly be no more e-mails for you to clear.
Unsurprisingly, the report has generated much buzz.
Some accuse Nasa of scare-mongering in a bid to draw more funding.
But some independent experts have also praised the report as "fair", "balanced" and "thoughtful".
do you believe this?
and it said that the solar wave arrives in three waves.
- 1st wave -
Solar flares
Consisting of X-rays and UV radiation, solar flares take a mere eight minutes to travel from the sun to the Earth. Commercial airplanes are in extreme danger, as the flares can wipe out radio communications on any plane flying in its path. Satellites will be knocked off their orbits and fall back to earth.
- 2nd wave -
Radiation storm
This follows barely eight minutes later, and will cause more serious problems. Electronics can be fried by this heavy dose of radiation. On Earth, we are shielded by rhe combines forces of the Earth's magnetic field and atmosphere. But anyone caught outside, like astronauts, are vulnerable.
- 3rd wave -
Coronal Mass Ejection (CME)
This is the main force of the solar storm and consists of plasma. The plasma interacts with the Earth's magnetic field but the result is highly unpredictable. If the CME has a north polarity, it will bounce off the earth's magnetic field harmlessly. But if it has a south polarity, the CME can hurl itself into the Earth's magnetic field, distorting it and inducing and overload of current in power grids worldwide.
so , if you guys do believe this. we only left with 3 years.
i do believe in this. 3 years to live on more.
what will you guys do?
treasure what you have now before its really too late. =)
Labels: 3 years. treasure it.
Thursday, April 9, 2009 | Posted by Deric
i guess somehow that problem might happen again soon.
i tried avoiding it already.
now its up to you.
if i can't stand it than it will happen.
sigh , why someone always will be there like without fail.
i tried avoiding it already.
now its up to you.
if i can't stand it than it will happen.
last few days i gave in already.
i just walked away.=)
sigh , why someone always will be there like without fail.
i wont be there even someone is there.
unless is i guess correctly.
| Posted by Deric
everything's gone.
mood didnt change for today.
as the same , i just didnt show out.
woke up at 5pm as i slept at 6am.
cant get to slp.
play game till 8pm than went down find allan and eric.
as allan called and told me eric finding me.
in the end.
wah , i came down than like that.
never mind lor. i waited.
he came back and we played basketball.
play till im so sweaty.
life is like a game.
once you lose it.everything's gone.
mood didnt change for today.
as the same , i just didnt show out.
woke up at 5pm as i slept at 6am.
cant get to slp.
play game till 8pm than went down find allan and eric.
as allan called and told me eric finding me.
in the end.
i went down eric going home bath and change.
and he told me is allan finding me one.
stupid can.
than he told me allan went jogging.wah , i came down than like that.
never mind lor. i waited.
he came back and we played basketball.
play till im so sweaty.
finish sit down and talk till 12plus and now im home.
dont even know what to do now.
cant get to slp again.have to wake up early tml and yet i cant slp.
sigh. what am i trying to think again.
confuse , complicated and im going insane soon.
Wednesday, April 8, 2009 | Posted by Deric
all of a sudden , i felt so lost.
a bad headache.
thinking back wanting all those past of mine.
how i always smiled , laugh.
i want those good moods of mine back.
looking at now , i'm always feeling so lost and down.
but i don't think it would be so easy.
i want to be happy again.
to all ,
happiness is everything.
violence , quarrel and sadness is nothing.
i know but i'm trying hard.
i want to change back to my old self.
once again , trust and hatred has come to me.
who to trust and who to hate.
i know you all don't want me to be like this.
but this is how i will be.
i hope you can make me trust you once again.
let me be who i am for now.
slowly i see if i can change.
just don't make me angry will do.
remember. thats the Deric now.
a bad headache.
thinking back wanting all those past of mine.
how i always smiled , laugh.
i want those good moods of mine back.
looking back how i am so happy.
with no bad moods.
i want those smiles , laughter and most of all , my happiness back.
can i reverse time and stop the time at my past ?looking at now , i'm always feeling so lost and down.
no happiness for almost 2 months.
angry so easily at times.
having the urge to end the mood i'm always having now.
once and for all.but i don't think it would be so easy.
i would like to be the mr nice guy again.
always smiling around , joking around and being kind to others.i want to be happy again.
no harm saying and asking all this.
just want to ask.
karrie , did you notice i've not being so good to you again?
like eric scold or want to beat you i don't even stop him.
i've change alot. though eric scold or wanted to beat you. he still cares for you.
wenkai , i want to be like last time always going out with you again.
laughing around like nobody business.
nelson , i don't want say out things to you because i'm not trusting anyone nowadays.
i'm keep all to myself just to let the matter rest like i use to last time.
yanyan , i know you always trying to cheer me up. thanks. i'm glad there's someone who is willing to cheer me up. but due to my mood , i'm sorry i still can't smile yet.
eric , i know you best , you always try to patch things up peacefully. just try to be good to ah ger more often. violence cannot solve all things. after all , she's still your sister. yes , i know sometimes i also have that thinking but i didn't do it after all.
BB , i know you always asking me to relax but i hope i can. you too also must. i'm trying hard to open up. you also must try. ok ?
allan , you seldom with us but however i still got contact you. being good to you because you are still a good buddy to me. trust worthy buddy. don't let small things get over you. your mood are better than mine so is your thinking. you can don't care one.
ah boy , yes. you said you might be worst than me but now you are still happy. having good moods. i don't. i everyday just have a low mood. now , mine is harder to solve than yours.
to all ,
happiness is everything.
violence , quarrel and sadness is nothing.
i know but i'm trying hard.
i want to change back to my old self.
once again , trust and hatred has come to me.
who to trust and who to hate.
i know you all don't want me to be like this.
but this is how i will be.
i hope you can make me trust you once again.
let me be who i am for now.
slowly i see if i can change.
any problems just go ahead and find me.
anything just say infront of me.just don't make me angry will do.
thats all i can say for now.
i will get angry easily.remember. thats the Deric now.
Tuesday, April 7, 2009 | Posted by Deric
i guess i'm out of mood.
everyday , it's the same.
boring and wasting time.
walked home alone from there.
thats all.
everyday , it's the same.
i'm on my own from now on.
i shall not post what's with my mood today.
went down to sk , didnt train anything.boring and wasting time.
walked home alone from there.
thats all.
nothing more.
a big scar left on me.
injuries will always heal but some just leave a scar behind.i might have fallen and injured.
it heals fast but still with pain.
now that there's the scar.
it will always be there.
even if i can make away the scar.
the pain i went through still be there.
and whenever i think of the pain,
i would think why i 've fallen.now i know why i will fall.
i will be more careful.
being on yourself maybe selfish.
but you have to depends on the scene.
sometimes its better to be selfish.
althought people might say, just don't care.
being too good might only harm yourself.
so be careful , trust those who can be trusted.
giving a fake smile is a must.
so , people won't know how you feel.
walk away as if there's nobody business.
i will never ever fall again.
looking ahead and i'll never fall.
being selfish is what i need now.
i know what i'll do when thing happens.
giving up sometimes is a need.
trying hard seems difficult.
gone would be the most easy.
independent is what i need most now.
don't ever climb above me.
know everyone's limit.
trust is important. make me trust you.
if not , i'll hate you.
thats the Deric now.
that used to be has gone for the time.
Sunday, April 5, 2009 | Posted by Deric
i know you all doesn't like seeing black face.
i also don't want to give.
i just can't help it.
i just totally out of the mood everyday.
its okay.
i will smile. but those are fakes.
i will make you all happy except for me.
somehow , i will be alot more different.
afew of you know.
alright , i given in once again.
if there's a next time , i won't anymore.
sigh , why am i keep on thinking of death.
i guess life is really nothing to me now.
i just know i wont be happy anymore.
everyday with a funny mood.
sorry if you guys don't like it.i know you all doesn't like seeing black face.
i also don't want to give.
i just can't help it.
i just totally out of the mood everyday.
why i'm like this ?
i've change , totally.a quiet and hardly smile guy.
the old Deric is gone.
i hope , he will be back someday.
but i think it won't.its okay.
i will make you all happy except for me.
afew of you know.
keep it to yourself to those who know.
=)
alright , i given in once again.
if there's a next time , i won't anymore.
so , i hope there won't be.
i'm letting bygones be bygones.
but some are not supposed to be forgive and forget.
i will bear it in my mind.
one day , i swear to myself.
i will do it.
as long as i'm not agigtated.
i'm no more mr nice guy.
Thursday, April 2, 2009 | Posted by Deric
wtf does you all want?
came back i ask my aunty to help mi cook mee.
she cook liao den is mee goreng den still add chilli ?
wtf , not 1st time. i dun like. eat abit i threw away the rest.
WTF. she said she heard mi asking to cook mee.
HELLO! its 1hr ago CAN.k
COOK LIAO THAN WHO SUPPOSED TO EAT?
3 PERSON SAYING ME WONT I GET DULAN?
its not me.
just feel how people feels.
like you wanted me to know how you felt.
treat everyone better for now.
if you don't you get what i mean.
treat them like normal.just feel how people feels.
like you wanted me to know how you felt.
treat everyone better for now.
if you don't you get what i mean.
wtf does you all want?
i work till im super tired.
whole body aching. damn.came back i ask my aunty to help mi cook mee.
she cook liao den is mee goreng den still add chilli ?
wtf , not 1st time. i dun like. eat abit i threw away the rest.
angry till not hungry.
den 1 hour later. my another aunty cook again.WTF. she said she heard mi asking to cook mee.
HELLO! its 1hr ago CAN.k
COOK LIAO THAN WHO SUPPOSED TO EAT?
3 PERSON SAYING ME WONT I GET DULAN?
2 aunties and my brother.
wtf. keep saying me.
totally no mood.
Wednesday, April 1, 2009 | Posted by Deric
super FUCKED up now.
cb.
cb.
FUCKING DOG LIFE OF MINE.
FUCKING NO MOOD NOW LA.